well not exactly

I just wanted to drop these here as a reminder of where I am headed. The process is slower than I prefer I want it yesterday but that is not what is the path for me. I have to build this in the same way I’ve built everything else. I can. I will. I always do.

You can rely on AI for a few things, unfortunately one of those is not generating an accurate depiction of your vizion. This is close though. I imagined this being the 2nd or 3rd bedroom but as you can see by the door AI didn’t get it quite right. Since I could not tweak it without altering the overall concept I have since determined that instead of this being an unused bedroom it will be my converted garage.

What I love the most about this part is the happy puppies. I would absolutely wear this outfit. I would drive this car and spend a lot of fucking time in that spa. The picture of me isn’t that far away from where I am physically currently. I am very proud of that. Proud of the work I’ve put in to transform physically from where I was in March compared to today. This is about 30 pounds away and the beauty in that is I’ve put in hella work to become this version of me. This backdrop is very California and these days I am a California girl I am super proud that I didn’t regulate myself to only Vallejo. I miss my city, and the vibe but there is so much more to this state and I am living all of it. Chaotic at times but living none the less.

Even though this photo is the closest to what the bedroom will eventually look like the details…well god bless AI that ‘jeep’ isn’t quite right. I love the puppies on the bed. I love the bed itself. I love the doors. I love a lot about this. The finishes are ambitious at the least but not outside of attainable.

I like that I am able to dream again. It’s been a while.

This used to be where I came to jot these concepts and it is time that I return to that. Not just the pain but the promise.