I didn’t do one las week, I’m gonna work on that. The separation from the familiar is important. In my defense, last week was Speak & Sing, but I still need to figure out at least one night a week where I do this.

I haven’t slept much in the past 3 days. I’m sorry is the reason but its more than that. I am kind of restless. I am also questioning some moves I know I need to make as I figure out how to make them.

Punisher Season 2 is 🔥

I kind of like being the villain. Well in a sense. I’m not a bad person – yes I know all villains don’t think they are villains but I am still not a bad person. I like though that I can come in wreck your rain of thought and then go back to sipping coffee like nothing happened.

I’m in a conversation on Facebook which essentially dissolves to would you date the ex of your friend. Someone called me a savage tonight and I reminded them, I tell you often I have savage tendencies, you just don’t believe me because I am not savage to you. I’m still a savage though, and yes I will with your ex. Male or female, I am an equal opportunity savage.

I start hypnosis to quit smoking. From an actual hypnotist. No shade – except yes.

I’m looking forward to the extra money back in my pocket, the health benefits and what life looks like where I am no longer addicted to a substance which has me outside when the thermostat reads in the single digits.

The government closed, then opened, ironically on the same day one of 45’s people got treated like Big Meech. I’m good with it. I don’t laugh at the distress of the households and businesses which suffered through furlough and slavery, I laugh though at how Nancy Pelosi owed his ass and lament at the things she could have done if Hillary were in the White House.

The days are getting longer which is helping with things and mood and depression and shit.

I’m supposed to be at a birthday party tonight. My period is off and the current whatshisname is free tonight.

But after I clocked out and gave myself another shower to shake the funk as I toweled off echoes of please somebody help me bounced off my cranium and all the rest was a wrap.

I’m fortunate to be here, talking to you constant reader.

Small victories are still victories no?

The good news though is this weekend I am putting up part 2 of the consent discussion. I think you will like it. Me? I hope I like the White Knight.

Aphrodite Brown