I debated if I should wait until after work but considering the calendar I have to handle this now because I shall be busy.

If I can share one thing about this process, it ain’t perfect. The process of living out loud I mean. Sure it applies to others things also but living out loud mistakes can be made.

As I get better at the technical aspects of this platform I realize I don’t want to know how the sausage is made I just want to eat it. Thing is I’m the only one here so if I want to eat it I gotta make it.

Today I would like nothing more than to sleep in and finish the laundry and prep for the big weekend ahead. Instead I have to do the 9-5, then edit, then other stuff and somewhere in the midst of all of that I have to make time to connect to 2 people.

I have to continue those connections because they are important and all I really want to do is just put the phone on DND, and vegg out with some mindless TV or listen to some music. I want to nap, and file my nails. I want to lie and tell myself I am gonna go to the movies and instead scroll through tictok.

I made it back to reddit though, and the ripples from that…..well let’s just see how that plays out.

March 20 is coming and not a moment too soon because I need to expand and I need to prepare for the end of April.