I’ve been too busy to be nervous. Now that the suitcases are packed and I have one working day left the what if has arrived to the party.

This May was 180 degrees different than the last and for that I am grateful. The progress I’ve made, the path I am walking I did not see for myself a year ago, yet here I am.

Work – Overtime when its available – Certification Classes – New Clients – Existing Clients – Dating [well I am putting a pin in that one so I can have the hot girl summer I meant to have last year] – Western Vizionz – the Vizionz Journals – the Workshop companion booklets – Lawsuits – time with the little one – Maintenance with Iron Man – Creating the Vizionz Intensive – Therapy

Yeah, it’s been a lot. I don’t mind it, but it does give little space to emote. Now that the trip is closer I truly am nervous. I’m less worried about the classes, the material is good, the audience is captive, the venue is new to me but not unfamiliar. I am nervous about the caucus. I am nervous about seeing Newark for the first time in easily a decade. I am nervous about all those faces I’ve connected with the past 2 years over Zoom.

Maybe I shouldn’t be but I am.

I always get nervous before I have to ‘present’ this is no different except for the first time post COVID I am doing it in front of a live studio audience.

I got this though, and it will only create more opportunities.

I likely won’t sleep much tonight and tomorrow, but I should sleep on the plane. The return trip is overnight and non stop which is a blessing.

When I get back I have a meeting with the editor to review the first 1/3 of Western Vizionz. Now that I know what publishing looks like I am super excited for the completion. It will be a minute though, I am only up to the Italy trip and that was before the world shut down.