A new opportunity awaits so I am taking a break from laundry and packing to end Sunday Service. This series is unique to the city and that is no longer my reality. I didn’t anticipate this alteration but I am not upset about it. In a sense it is a reset, and an upgrade but there is really a lot up in the air right now.

Each item I box has a story I just don’t have time to explore every story, I don’t have the time to live in the past right now I have to speed walk into my future, I couldn’t have written this even though I am writing this. It is creating a different ending and that will have to be sent over for review but considering I was never a fan of the other ending this one might just be better.

I will miss the gold course views, but my time here is up.

A ew career awaits. A new city awaits. New adventures awaits. I am optimistic at a time others would be immobile from fear. I also have fear but that is tempered by love. ________ awaits me on the other side, The value in that is immeasurable.

I will say packing this time is a pain in the ass. In Philly I had clothes. Now I have everything. California is still beautiful and home but she hasn’t been simple. I was never promised simple.

I will be in an amazing location. I will be with someone that I love at a time when I wasn’t sure that I could open myself to love again. I will still have an amazing view just from a different window. I think from there I really will land in So Cal and I never thought of that ..until I did/ I thought this would be it, but California has so much to offer. I am not basic like those other people, I see more and won’t allow myself to stand still for a decade and still not be able to know how to get around in the city.

I don’t know if I we will spend the rest of 2026 there, but where we go from here I know we will be together and for that I am grateful as this was the life I wanted when I loaded the budget van in January 2022. It just manifested in a way I could never have guessed. I am better than this moment in time says I am. This is the time I get to show it.