Happy Belated Birthday Kahlil.

The 13th never gets simpler. It will not. Yeah yeah speak things into existence fuck it. It is what it is and I said what I said.

The last 2 weeks were interesting and the next 2 will also be interesting. ____ says I am stressed. No chit sherlock. I have decorated though. Well kinda. I don’t have all the ornaments on the tree but the patio looks amazing. This type of patio lets me decorate in ways the other one didn’t. I still miss aspects of the other one, but this is still an upgrade overall.

In the past couple months I’ve had to make some hard decisions and I dislike it. This time next year I will look back at it and understand that I made the correct decisions but that doesn’t mean that it isn’t painful in the moment. Like the manuscript is showing I’ve survived worse.

I don’t want to pass over these last 2 weeks because there is a lot that needs to happen but 2026 is gong to be a game changer.