Gotta say I miss this layouts but you don’t really know what it is I am speaking of so I will allow that to be my inside joke,

One of the things on my plate remains unresolved. There is not a chance that the person who can answer the question will do such on a Saturday so I ride through this pre-birthday weekend with unresolved issues. Mind you it is not going to stop the party, after all we began last night. I still dislike not having the answer even though the answer means making moves I might not be fully prepared to execute,

I am looking forward to Tuesday afternoon in a sense. While it could go a few different ways knowing me having the understanding of what I have in my back picket might be enough. If for some reason it is not then I am ready to empty the clip. I will be good either way but I have to say that I am mildly intrigued and I allow my mind to wander as I picture the looks on the faces of those on the other side of the table. Never bet against me.

I’m leaving the city late tonight then it is onto phase 2 of the weekend. I am slightly nervous about how long I will be able to totter in the heel but I will look amazing for as long as I can..

I do have a few things to do on the laptop tomorrow but mostly I will be spending time with those I love and who love me. I don’t talk about that as much these days because of the eyes which still peruse but I expect that will change soon enough. I kick myself at times that I am still allowing that situation to dictate my actions at times but as I prep for the release I need to be sure I am not crossing boundaries. I got this far by being correct and also by thinking 12 steps ahead. I won’t alter that with the finish line so close.