I was busier than I planned yesterday so you gonna get these updates today. Living on a golf course is quite the vizion. How you get to that vizion though is a hot ass mess. Does grounds keeping EVER stop? I mean it does I suppose I am just cranky this morning.

I am cranky because I got hit with something unexpected yesterday and I haven’t fully processed it yet. I mean I will do that which I always do, but those 4-5 days of exhale I wanted to last just a little longer. I mean of all the things that COULD go wrong…this is light motherfucking work.

I knuckled up and got a couple things done in the weeee hours of the morning and I rose to more to accomplish. I rose though and that is the biggest flex of them all. I need a rug in that other room, I will add that to the to do list. I would like a little more sunshine but I think today I will make my own.

The saying goes something like good sailors aren’t created by smooth calm seas.

I never considered myself a sailor but the waters have been rough at times. Newark said I should write a book. I look at the manuscript and nod my head wondering if at some point I will ever think it is good enough,