Run Nikki Run
One of the things I am learning is to give myself permission to do things. Sleep. Cry. Eat. Say no. I’ve spent a lot of years denying myself those things. I am still learning to…
Quiet Moments
August 4 is special. August 4 might not be my forever bae, but he’s still special. He is capable of getting me to do things I would not normally do, and unlike prior relationships its…
The Hard Way
In two whole days I turn 47. I can’t say that I ever considered what 47 would look like, had I done that I positive that I would never have pictured this. I didn’t realize…
One Year From Now
It’s just after 6 on a Tuesday morning. I’m woken by 50 pounds of Okoye on my stomach letting me know its potty time. Okoye is my baby Rottweiler, already too big to be in…
The Shadows Betray You
When you’ve done kink as long as I have you have to wonder if you’ve done everything. While intellectually I know that I have not, there are moments when I wish go pass GO and…