“Poor is the man who’s pleasure depends on the permission of another.” – Madonna Justify My Love 

I want you to be sure that this is what you want. Not just a little sure.  Not mostly sure. I need to know that you are 100 all in for this ride I planned for you.

You came to me with the premise of their being unfinished business.  I could not wholly disagree when I allowed my self the time to remember that time….

As I recall the feel of your hands on my thighs and the lust leaking from you pores, I agreed there was unfinished business.

I left you then to take my place on my knees with him. I understand that I might just always do that, he is my Groundhog Day. What happens in the interim though is all me, and if you wish it can be all you.

I am not going to profess monogamy.  I’m not built for that these days and it requires a level of commitment I don’t yet know you are capable of delivering. I am also unsure if I want to invest the time to bring you to that level. If I take you there you will be mine forever. You will be powerless to the connection fundamentally understanding that you are at my whim, and my whim is fickle.

With a simple word you will be at standing attention. All your orgasms will belong to me. YOU will belong to me.

With the slightest of effort I can deliver you to places you did not know existed and your body will crave my touch on a molecular level. That intensity brings with it a responsibility to you that I am prepared to give – only if you understand you are prepared to receive.

This is not a game for me…this is my life …this is who I am.

I live on both sides of the slash like Betty Davis sang…just as hard as I can fall for you…you can (and will) fall harder for me.  I can live with that, can you? I told you that the way to your penis is through your brain.  You questioned me. Do you still question when seven words stirred your libido into a frenzy that I alone could settle?  When you’re on top of her, and she sighs contently are you already recalling the way I grip you, massage you, shower you?

This is the exploratory phase. Teaching hasn’t truly begun.

Teaching won’t happen until I am sure you are ready. I am exploring your boundaries so I can dismantle them.  I am poking your limits so I can obliterate them. IF you continue this walk with me there is no retreat. There is only surrender.

Aphrodite Brown

About Aphrodite Brown

Aphrodite Brown is the owner and creator of Vizionz from the Bottom. Vizionz is a life and culture blog covering all aspects of life from pop culture, to politics, to parenting, with an extra heavy dose of alternative lifestyle & sex positive living.
This entry was posted in A Single Tale, Sexual Suggestion, The Journey. Bookmark the permalink.