It was October of 2010 when I converted to Buddhism.
It was October 31, 2014 when I stopped chanting.
I am often told that to get through this time I should rely on my faith. I have none at the moment.
I haven’t looked to the heavens for anything since that date.
Yesterday was the first time I thought about chanting. I immediately dismissed that idea. It wasn’t until writing a few moments ago I realized why.